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18 July 2008 @ 12:11 pm
you're barely waking and I'm tangled up in you  

A fanmix for the fanfiction story ‘Come Undone’.
(excuse the dodgy cover art, I’m a total amateur. But had to have something. And sorry to Dan Rad faithful s – I had to borrow Wentworth for my Jamie; I’m not good enough at manips to transform DRad into a short haired bad ass. If someone gets the sudden urge to do something better for me I wouldn’t be mad atcha ;)
Okay, so if I’ve done this right, you should be able to follow the links to hear the songs. Then if you want to, after that, you can download them. I used only a few lines of each song in the fic, but each of these songs in their entirety ‘fit’ the fic. I had all of these on rotate on my ipod over the weeks that I wrote the story.
IMPORTANT: My comments below contain SPOILERS for the story – they’re written like I’m assuming you’ve read the whole thing. SO:

If you just want to sample the songs and avoid spoilers – find just the links to the songs (previews and downloads)


Come Undone
by Duran Duran: 
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Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson: 
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Missing by Everything but The Girl: 
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Fix You by Coldplay: 
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Shadow of the Day by Linkin Park: 
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Sway by Bic Runga: 
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Always Where I Need to Be by The Kooks: 
Preview and download HERE:
On Fire by Switchfoot: 
Preview and download HERE:
You’re All I Have by Snow Patrol: 
Preview and download HERE:
Collide by Howie Day: 
Preview and download HERE:
Green Eyes by Coldplay: 
Preview and download HERE:
Too Lost In You by Sugababes: 
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Stay by Little Big Town: 
Preview and download HERE:
Look After You by The Fray: 
Preview and download HERE:
Lay Lady Lay by Magnet: 
Preview and download  HERE:
Here With Me by Dido: 
Preview and download HERE:
Never Tear Us Apart by Inxs: 
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I Shall Believe by Sheryl Crow: 
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No Ordinary Thing by Opshop: 
Preview and download HERE:
Songbird by Eva Cassidy: 
Preview and download HERE:
To find the lyrics, & my explanations -including SPOILERS, as well as the links for the songs (previews and downloads) ......


Come Undone by Duran Duran

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This song’s lyrics;

‘Who do you need, who do you love, when you come undone.’

-probably inspired the plot bunny for this fic because I started thinking about how Harry would have a lot to deal with emotionally after the final battle and how the only person that I thought would truly understand that would be Hermione.

So it’s kind of about how he falls apart after the war, how he can’t believe his discovery of his feelings about Hermione, and how he feels when he’s around her, knowing he’s going to leave.

And it sums up her feelings too - of falling apart once she realises he’s gone.

Can’t ever keep from falling apart, at the seams

Cannot believe you’re taking my heart, to pieces

It’ll take a little time, might take a little crime

To come undone

Now we’ll try to stay blind

To the hope and fear outside

Hey child, stay wilder than the wind

That blows me in to cry


Beautiful Disaster by Kelly Clarkson

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All Hermione’s POV really.   Through the whole process of him leaving and coming back for his mysterious visits, this is about her not knowing if her being there for him and not demanding anything from him is a good or a bad thing.  And just her wanting more of him, but not being able to take the impact he has on her as it is. 

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Missing by Everything But The Girl

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This is one of my favourites for this fic.  It’s obviously Hermione in the year that he’s gone, but there’s aspects of Harry too, in how much he misses her.   In some ways I wonder if it’s harder being the person that does the leaving.  If you’re the person who’s been left, you don’t have the choice to see them – you know? That’s it, deal with it kinda thing. But if you do the leaving, you not only struggle with missing them, but with the fact that you’re choosing to keep yourself away and you actually have the power to change that.  Just a thought.

I step off the train
I'm walking down your street again
Past your door
But you don't live there anymore
It's years since you've been there
And now you've disappeared somewhere
Like outer space
You've found some better place

And I miss you
Like the deserts miss the rain

Could you be dead?
You always were two steps ahead
Of everyone
We'd walk behind while you would run
I look up at your house
And I can almost hear you shout, down to me
Where I always used to be

And I miss you
(Like the deserts miss the rain)


Fix You by Coldplay

Preview and download HERE:

When he turns up on her doorstep.  It’s kinda just perfect for the way that Hermione feels about wanting to help Harry so badly, but the hurt that causes her at times, and how tenuous the connection feels to her when she doesn’t know where he goes when he leaves.

From Harry’s POV, it matches his thoughts on how he feels about Hermione, the first verse in particular; his realisation that the person and the love that mattered most is the thing that he’s lost.  Also about how he thinks he should be staying away from her but he’s too in love to let her go. 

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace


Shadow of The Day by Linkin Park

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For Hermione, this song is about the waiting, and how her every day revolves around thoughts of Harry.  She wakes up and goes to sleep thinking about him.  And her frustration that she has to keep saying goodbye to him.

But I actually think of this more from Harry’s POV - how he thinks of her every day he’s away from her, and the struggle he has about thinking he should stay away but not being able to.

This song reminds me of when he’s lying on his bed looking at the Time Turner on his wrist and she’s in the room under the cloak but he doesn’t know it yet.

I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you

In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay

Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way

And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you

Sway by Bic Runga

Preview and download HERE:

Bic Runga – Kiwi  (New Zealand) singer/songwriter, just an africkingmazing poet and gorgeous singer.  Check out as many of her songs and lyrics as you can she’s beautiful.  If the only thing you get from all of this is to discover her then I die happy.

This song breaks my heart, I’ve totally been here before (oops overshare.)  For Hermione, it’s obviously about how he has to leave and can’t stay with her – throughout the story.  The highs and lows she goes through with him leaving and returning all the time.

Bits of this are from his POV too, about how difficult he finds it to be around her considering the way he feels, and yet he can’t stop himself from going back to see her one more time.

Note:  This song was on the American Pie Soundtrack- from the prom night.

Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say its all because of you

And here I go
Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinitely true

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everything’s turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon


Always Where I Need To Be by The Kooks

Preview and download HERE:

This is actually an acoustic version.  I pictured them listening to the radio version in the scene.  But this is still cool.

Otherwise known as ‘The one where Hermione gets off her head on tequila and makes an ass out of herself in her living room *snort*.  This song is so cool.  Recommend you listen to with tequila and a hot boy too.  And the lyrics are just very HHr from both POV’s in my opinion J

Say whatever you want
Oh, I could never judge you
Be whoever comes into your head
Oh, you know I’ll take you there
You know I’ll take you there

‘Cause I’m always where I need to be
And I always thought I would end up
with you, eventually
Do dodo do do do do

Say whatever you want
Oh, I could never judge you
Say whatever comes into your head
Oh, oh you know I just don’t care
You know I just don’t care

‘Cause I’m always where I need to be
Yeah, and I always thought I would end up
with you, eventually
Do dodo do do do do

On Fire by Switchfoot

Preview and download HERE:

Mind your step – angst minefield song.  Pretty fitting for this fic then.

That first verse is very Harry just after the war when he’s coming apart, and then the rest of the song is when he realises how he feels around Hermione.  It very much reflects how much he beats himself up inside, his anguish.

A lot of it fits for Hermione too and her frustrations about all the mystery, and about how he effects her.

They tell you where you need to go
They tell you when you'll need to leave
They tell you what you need to know
They tell you who you need to be

But everything inside you knows
There's more than what you've heard
There's so much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

And you're on fire
When he's near you
You're on fire
When he speaks
You're on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be...near you

When everything inside me looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

When I'm on fire
When you're near me
I'm on fire
When you speak
And I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries...

I'm standing on the edge of me...
I'm standing on the edge of everything I've never been before.
And I've been standing on the edge of me
Standing on the edge

You’re All I Have by Snow Patrol

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I really tried to find an acoustic version of this but I couldn’t...

But the lyrics were right.

 Harry still feels that he’s not what’s best for her, but he finally realises she’s all he knows is right in his life.    And it’s also him allowing himself to think that he wants to hold on to what they have.

But I see the lyrics as kind of a more sombre realisation for Hermione – that no matter what is happening with Harry, or how difficult or dangerous it gets, he is really the only thing she cares about.  Above all others and including herself.

Strain this chaos turn it into light
I've gotta see you one last night
Before the lions take their share
Leave us in pieces, scattered everywhere

Just give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto

It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear cause you are all that I have

You're cinematic razor sharp
A welcome arrow through the heart
Under your skin feels like home
Electric shocks on aching bones

Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto

It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear cause you are all that I have

There is a darkness deep in you
A frightening magic I cling to

Collide by Howie Day

Preview and download HERE:

Love this acoustic version of this song.

I named the fanmix after this song because it’s probably my favourite for this fic.  I’m not sure why exactly.  But it just sums up how despite all the things against them and through everything that happens; they always find their way back to each other.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

When I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here I've lost my place I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

Green Eyes by Coldplay

Preview and download HERE;


Angie’s not so subtle song about Jamie.  Which is kind of funny because the song suits Harry & Hermione more.

Every lyric aside from ‘green eyes’ is about how Harry feels about Hermione – how being with her heals him and how much he needs her.

 For her, it’s about how she wanted to find him and how being with him, and finding him soothes and helps her more than he actually knows.


Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand

That green eyes
Yeah the spotlight shines upon you
And how could anybody deny you
I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter
Now I met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes

Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know

That green eyes
You’re the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who tried to deny you
Must be out of their mind

Because I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter
Since I met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes

Too Lost in You by The Sugababes

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Pretty self explanatory.  Hermione getting caught up in Harry’s world, even when she knows nothing about it.  And it’s kind of about his addiction to her too.

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you

Well you whisper to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me

Stay by Little Big Town

Preview and download HERE:

Aww this song is cute.  And sad.  Sometimes I get a little country.

This is Hermione in her weakest moments when she just wants to break down and ask him not to go. 

How can I bear to wake up and you're not there
What will I do when I turn and reach for you
I'll lay my tears on the windowsill
I'll only cry till I get over you
But how long will it take me
Won't you save me...and

Just a little bit longer
Till I'm a little bit stronger to take all this

Just a little more time
Till I can find a way
Please stay

Will I ever smile again
When losing love takes my best friend
To wonder where, wonder how
Wonder what you're doing
One more night just before you break me
Hold me safely

So I'll be a big girl and close my eyes
As you walk you away don't say good-bye
God save me
Please won't you

Look After You by The Fray

Preview and download HERE

This song kills me... a lot.  Even though it’s Hermione that does most of the ‘looking after’ in this fic, I see this song from Harry’s perspective.  I think that’s because a lot of his motivation for staying away from her was to look after her. 

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Lay Lady Lay by Magnet

Preview and download

This is their Mr and Mrs Smith moment  ;) (this version is from the Mr and Mrs Smith soundtrack – the song was written by Bob Dylan.)

A bit of a break from the angst where they can just give in and ...enjoy each other.  In Hermione’s big brass bed. ( I couldn’t resist, you see.)  It’s actually mainly from Harry’s POV when he tells her to ‘Stop thinking so damn much.’  And so she does.

Lay lady lay, lay across my big brass bed.
Lay lady lay, lay across my big brass bed.

Whatever colors you have in your mind.
I'll show them to you and you'll see them shine.

Lay lady lay, lay across my big brass bed.
Stay lady stay, stay with your man awhile.
Until the break of day, let me see you make 'em smile.

Your clothes are dirty but your hands are clean.
And I'm the best thing that you've ever seen.
(Stay lady stay, stay with your man awhile.)
Why wait any longer for the world to begin?
You can have your cake and eat it too.
(Why wait any longer for the one you love?
I am standin' in front of you.)

Lay lady lay, lay across my big brass bed.
Stay lady stay, stay with your man awhile.

You long to see me in the morning light.
You long to reach for me in the night.
(Stay lady stay, stay while the night is still ahead.)
So maybe I'll stay, stay while the night is still ahead.
(Stay lady stay, stay while the night is still ahead.)
So maybe I'll stay,
Stay while the night is still ahead.

Here With Me by Dido

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The same feel as the song above, but from Hermione’s POV.  The girl’s got it bad.

I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory
Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide

And I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me
And I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me

I don't want to call my friends
For they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been

Never Tear Us Apart by Inxs

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Oh god I love this song with a passion.   One of my fave lyrics of all time;

We could live for a thousand years and if I hurt you, I’d make wine from your tears.

And Micheal Hutchence’s voice is just so damn hot.  Anyway...

This is them in the St Mungos hospital bed, when Hermione first starts to think that having their two worlds collide is going to tear them apart.  She has no idea that actually, it’s then that he realises that no matter what, he won’t leave her anymore.  (If she just listened to the song, she’d see it – in the first few lines.)

Don’t ask me
What you know is true
Don’t have to tell you
I love your precious heart

I was standing
You were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never tear us apart

We could live
For a thousand years
But if I hurt you
Id make wine from your tears

I told you
That we could fly
cause we all have wings
But some of us don’t know why

I was standing
You were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never ever tear us apart

I Shall Believe by Sheryl Crow

Preview and download HERE;

This is just when Hermione starts to think that what they’ve had together might slip away from them.

But even though it appears to be from Hermione’s POV, it’s actually more Harry’s.  I can’t say much more about it because I just LOVE it too much.  I LOVE this song.

Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe
I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe

Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it's true
No one heals me like you
And you hold the key

Never again
would I turn away from you
I'm so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly
You won't give up on me
And I shall believe
I shall believe
And I shall believe

I Can’t Make You Love Me by Bonnie Raitt

Preview and download HERE;

I almost didn’t include this because it’s when Hermione is being a duh and feeling frickin sorry for herself and she pisses me off. (even though I wrote it...ha ha)  But we all do that sometimes now don’t we – feel sorry for ourselves ;).  So I left it in.

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don’t patronize – don’t patronize me

I can’t make you love me if you don’t
You can’t make your heart feel something it won’t
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I’ll feel the power
But you won’t, no you won’t
Cause I can’t make you love me, if you don’t

I’ll close my eyes, then I won’t see
The love you don’t feel when you’re holding me
Morning will come and I’ll do what’s right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

No Ordinary Thing by Opshop

Preview and download HERE:

Okay, I hope you love discovering this song like I did.  It’s by Kiwi band Opshop.

 I love the lyrics and the chorus just radiates angst.  But one of my favourite lines is “I don’t want to see these threads of love collide” (that collide word turns up a lot doesn’t it?).  For me, that’s about the love square of H, Hr, R & G.  But the whole song fits for me; in that from the beginning, they both know that the connection that have – in the various states that it’s been in over time – is a kind of once in a lifetime thing.   (Which is why HHr is my Oh Teepee &hearts; ) (OTP = One True Pairing)

Was this to show you I would not fail you?
Was that the reason you were looking back?
So I’m trusting in existence
I’m thrusting on momentum.
I don’t want to see these threads of love collide not ever again
No, not ever again…no.

I know it’s not working
Knowledge will capture comfort one day,
And our worlds will be worth more than living once in this lifetime
If we could liberate today, we could alleviate tomorrow,
But no one can reach the light switch they say,
No, that’s what they say…

No my love, this is no ordinary thing
My love, my love, my love
This is no ordinary thing
No, this is no ordinary thing

I’m naked, I’m naked in this afterlife
I was falling, I was falling from the greatest highs
If everything, if everything should come to pass
Tell me, when are you coming home to stay?
When are you coming to stay again?
To stay again.

We were compromised by our own hearts
Jealous seas couldn’t keep us apart
I wanted to hold you, hold you
But here we are…

Here we are.
This is no ordinary thing my love
No, this is no ordinary thing
This is no ordinary thing my love
This was no ordinary thing.


Songbird by Eva Cassidy

Preview and download HERE;

Ah, the happy ending.  For me, this song is them in bed on the night of the ‘welcome home party’.  After they  know how the other truly feels and everything is out in the open.  So it’s just shameless mushyness I guess.  But I love it.

This version by Eva Cassidy is from the ‘Love Actually’ soundtrack. (Fleetwood Mac did the original I think)

For you there'll be no crying
For you the sun will be shining
Cause I feel that when I'm with you
It's alright, I know it's right

And the songbirds keep singing
Like they know the score
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before

To you, I would give the world
To you, I'd never be cold
Cause I feel that when I'm with you
It's alright, I know it's right

And the songbirds keep singing
Like they know the score
And I love you, I love you, I love you
Like never before

Plus, I promised some Harry POV.  So here tis right ...HERE

(It wouldn't fit it on this post so put it on the next entry)

Okay so now I just hope my cuts and links and everything work.... man this fanmix thing is hard work dudes.

Anyway, *mwah* x
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: collide by howie day
yendrie on July 19th, 2008 09:18 pm (UTC)
Wow, that does look like a lot of hard work, Scarlett. But it's great, and very worth the effort! ^_^ I'm downloading them right now... *sighs dreamily* and now I want to go and read your whole fic again, hehe. Great job!
Scarlett: crooked smilegolden_scarlett on July 22nd, 2008 11:11 pm (UTC)
Oh dude, seriously it was a ridiculous waste of life really, I don't know what I was thinking actually ha ha ^_^ BUT two good things came out of it - you looked at it (yay! thanks u! x) and I discovered - it rocks! Such an easy way to share songs, and you know I love sharing songs :)

I'm on a road trip at the moment with my boyf, supposed to be just chilling and going where the wind takes us and I've snuck off to check my emails and jump on lj while he's asleep heh heh. Obsessed much? But will be a bit awol over the next wee while, well until he sleeps anyway.... '_'

Oh and I saw your facebook email thingy but I had this lame-o account just for spying and then I saw my ex boyf on it and it freaked me out so I don't touch it anymore. Omg now that I wrote that out I realise how ridiculous it is.....
Anyway! Don't forget to fire LH across when you're ready too hon x

I just watched Juno tonight - win.
yendrie on July 23rd, 2008 02:25 am (UTC)
Oh, don't ever say that! It was lovely ^_^ Hmm..., uh? I've never heard from that site before. I'll go take a look then :D

*sighs dreamily* Ooohh, lucky you! I'm so envious! And glad, of course, to hear you're enjoying such a trip :) Lol, well, take advantage of his sleeping hours for LJing then :D Obssessed? You and me, bb, you and me.

Oh my God! I can't believe that happened to you too! At first, just as I opened my account over there, I received a friend invitation from my ex-boyfriend too. It was so uncomfortable (I haven't speak to him in ages). But I just ignored it, hehe (I'm SO mature). Anyway, if you ever decide to make yourself an account on Facebook, you know where to find me ;)

And yeah, I'm still having a bit of a hard time with the last chapter. I'm actually thinking about that theory that says something along the lines of: ignore it and it'll come to you, hehe.

Juno!? Totally AWESOME movie. ♥
ych_y_fi on August 3rd, 2008 08:01 pm (UTC)
*Squee!* Ooo, downloading this as soon as I re-read the fic. I'm determined to draw you a Jamie! *manic look in eye*
ych_y_fi on August 3rd, 2008 08:16 pm (UTC)
By the way have you thought about posting this mix over at the fanmix comm?
Scarlett: hhr hbpgolden_scarlett on August 3rd, 2008 09:36 pm (UTC)
ooh I'd ♥ you so much if you drew me a Jamie, coz you're my favourite artist on lj!! I'd squee myself silly! ha ha.

I'm totally LOVING Anguis, the HHr scene is TO DIE FOR! Can't wait to get some proper time to read more :)

Ooh and that fanmix com is awesome! I just joined and had a look - thanks for the tip! I dunno, do you really think I should post it? Hmm, I'll have a think about it. Thanks for your comment hon! x
ych_y_fi on August 3rd, 2008 11:19 pm (UTC)
Tee hee, thanks :)

Okay, now I've started drawing him... obviously he has no hair yet, it's barely half done, and damn it I want to carry on... *sigh* but I need to go to bed ready for work tomorrow. Plus, I think tackling that tattoo will be a tough job :D
Would you prefer him with a vest on, or topless?
And I promise he is, er, prettier than he looks here, my scanner seems to have done something weird to his mouth and his nose. DAMN YOU SCANNER! :S
Scarlettgolden_scarlett on August 4th, 2008 08:03 am (UTC)
AAAaargh I LOVE him! That's so freakin cool that you can bring to life something in my head, dude seriously ^_^ I'd so love to be able to do that *sigh*

I know, that tattoo is a big ask alright, I'll be well impressed by that (and I'm well impressed already!)I'm thinking vest on but totally up to you, whatever's easiest. At least his hair's shorter than normal (- though I have no idea if that's easier or harder to draw ha ha!)

So cool, thanks so much ^_^ can't wait to see the finished product but know how real life and inconvenient things like needing to sleep (who invented that?!) get in the way so take your time hon. But thank you so much, my heart is happy!

ych_y_fi on August 4th, 2008 08:00 pm (UTC)
Aw, I can't get the songs to download :*( They just go in circles - click here to download, your download link will appear in _seconds, click on that and it takes me back to the first step with no song! Nooooo! Have you put them on send space or any other sites?
Scarlett: bella swangolden_scarlett on August 5th, 2008 08:45 am (UTC)
Oh NOoooooOOooo... you're so right! Just went and had a look and it keeps sending me around in circles too :( So gutted! I've emailed zshare to ask them what the hell, but not holding my breath that they'll fix it or even answer me so will trot over to send space and put them on there if not.

Sorry luv! :( Will let ya know once I've sorted it x
ych_y_fi on August 11th, 2008 12:16 am (UTC)
Finished drawing em! Fiddling about in photoshop putting colour on now :D
What do you think of the tat? I know the hippogriff is a bit big, and you can't really see the dragon (though he is there), I hope it's ok?

Better check before I start shading it in!
Scarlett: black and white hhrgolden_scarlett on August 12th, 2008 11:28 pm (UTC)
oh god, I'm gonna start raving again :D

(btw sorry I just got online now, been off for a few days!)

Awesome. You don't know how much I love seeing that come to life it's amazing! You're amazing! I love how it comes right up his shoulder that's just how I pictured it :D

Yes yes I can't wait to see it all! *dies from anticipation*

Whee, thank you so much x
ych_y_fi on August 13th, 2008 01:23 am (UTC)
Well, Crookshanks looks like a puffed up care bear (gunna have to do something about that), I'm still colouring, and as of yet there's no background. But, well, here it goes *holds breath anxiously*
Scarlett: cedric squeegolden_scarlett on August 14th, 2008 12:33 am (UTC)
I'm freakin speechless :O that's so cool ♥ I can't believe how cool it is to see that come to life!! YOU LEGEND!

I LOVE the tatt, and the bottle & seeing Hermione in her singlet and jeans and how she has bare feet...oh man, it's just What were you holding your breath for! You're art is amazing - as is your writing, just read the next two chaps of Anguis and I have to come back to review because I couldn't form anything eloquent to say about how much I loved it :) God, I'm like your one woman cheer team ha ha ha ^_^

anyway, when I finally fix my fanmix (decided I don't like send space, gonna try media fire next), I'm gonna post that story on my fanfic account so if you don't mind, I'd love to link your pic to it too? (You'd just have to tell me how!) Just if that's okay.

Thanks so much hon you're awesome xxx
ych_y_fi on August 19th, 2008 09:44 am (UTC)